I have experience sexuality. I dated a girl for 3 years and had sex all the time, same with my most recent ex. I have plenty. I think you might be onto something, unhappyguy, when you say I want to share it with someone. You could be right. I would most certainly love to share it with someone, but I can't right now, obviously. I think, transientsoul, you might be onto something too that I gave in. It's hard to stop because it obviously feels good, haha, but I just hate beating myself up over these things and not engaging in activities because of it sometimes.

Radical acceptance? I googled a little bit, but can someone give me a brief analysis what it does if I tried? I am intrigued...