Hi,

I have BP and BPD and have come to the conclusion that ALL my relationships thus far have been false and any feelings I have had for any women were just false and the 'illness'.

I would dearly love to have a loving, supportive and mutually respectful and faithful relationship with a women but after so many train wrecks (all but 1 were pre diagnosis and I thought I was 'normal' back then).

I just can't see I capable of it and anything I may ever feel for anyone will be false and contrived