Oh , Sandman. There is nothing at all wrong with you sweetie. You like a girl and you were hoping to see her. When you didn't you were disappointed. Believe it or not, that's completely normal. But we do have difficult times with relationships don't we? Just take it slow, let things develop at their own pace. I know that I usually "fall in love" very quickly and then smother the person. In fact, I have often referred to my relationships as "taking hostages". Fear of doing this has kept me out of any relationship now for years and years. Perhaps this is what you are afraid of and what is really making you feel a little nuts? I don't know, just a thought. Maybe not at all. But I agree with Hong Kong Fluey, talk to the girl!!! Nothing ventured, nothing gained.