subutex ...it's a heroin substitute...but never been on heroin. I can't take it I really can't. He finally turned his phone on and all I did was scream abuse at him so he turned his phone off again I ******* hate him right now and really want to hurt him in some way. I am shaking with anxiety and anger, I can really feel it over flowing and I just can't stop it. It wont stop until I see him and have it out with him.