I am just missing my t so bad the past two days. I have been sick and not feeling up to par and my emotions are all over. My t has been out of the country for two years now for her family emergency. Which was supposed to be a couple months. I havent seen her since last october when i went there to spend a week with her. We usually talk on the telephone 2-3 times a week , or sometimes its on skype. But right now she has some sort of other family problem going on and for the past 3 weeks we have only talked two times. And she usually answers my emails but because she is so busy i havent heard from her.

I just miss her. I want her to come home. She wants to come home so bad but her family still needs her there right now. Even her husband gets sick of it and he is the one that felt they needed to go there but the family needs him there right now.

I am very grateful we get to talk on the phone which is better than nothing.but right now i just need her in person The past 4 weeks have been very stressful, deaths in the family and changes at work that are stressful, some bad news, etc, and i just need to talk to her so badly.
It feels like so much stuff has piled up and up and up inside of me that needs to get out. I do email her, and she reads them when she has time. But i need to TALK. i miss her so bad.

Ps getting another t isnt an option. My t is perfect for me. We are just on the wrong sides of the world for too long. Tonight i would just give anything for her to be here