But then you mention words just after like manipulate? I just don't understand what you think I am doing. I am going crazy that is what's happening. I don't want you to feel like you can't post to me but when someone is obviously losing it the last thing they want to hear is BS and manipulate. I am fully aware I have manipulated ppl in my life, not that I am proud of it, but here I told you all in another post I just want to be myself and be honest. I am not looking for attention, yes someone to talk to but not the attention you are thinking of. You have really confused me.

I usually love your input.