I'm not sure, I'm trying to convince myself I don't care, but deep down it really hurts. I keep telling myself being alone isn't bad, that you need to be alone to truley figure out who you are, but I've already been alone and I couldn't do it, I just crumbled.. I'm scared, I don't want to be alone again, but maybe if I can convince myself it'll make me stronger I'll get through it. I'm just so scared right now...