allme: I'm so glad you're in a semi-better place and I'm sorry you went thru what you were going thru. I was following this thread and grew more worried about you the more I read, and I totally get why you were wound up the way you were. I'm sure everyone here meant well, even tho it seemed some sidestepped equal responsibility for confusing you. I hope things are better with you soon...I get in those places where my skin actually feels like it's crawling I'm so angry and I just can't find a way to let it out. Sometimes, if I can force myself to hold a pen I write it out..exactly how I feel and why some one 'made' me feel like that. Sometimes it helps. It's not perfect, but at least I can control that avenue as apposed to drinking (my drug of choice) into a stupor or an even more evil version of my already raging self.

Not even a suggestion, I'm just glad you're passed that part for now.