You are not letting your H comfort you because...

...you do not need comforting.

You just do not need it - you do not need comforting or consolation. If he is able to hold you and let you cry without urging you to stop crying, then he may be helpful to you, but otherwise, no, because your issue is that you have bottled up emotions - you do not need somebody to try to make you bottle them up even MORE - rather, you need to get them out.