hi guys. it's been a while since i've had anything to say, but now i've got a good story. i'm on summer vacation from school, and so far it's been pretty much boring, not helping with the si at all. so i used to come online a whole lot. so i'd go and talk to people on the aol chat rooms for si. i made a whole lotta friends and its helped somewhat, especially one guy i met. this guy, he's 24 years older than me, living in new hampshire, and just one of those nice guys that wants to help people. he made me promise to him that i wouldn't si, or else he would call the hospital in my area, since me being a stupid little 15 year old told him the numbers. at 4 in the morning last week, he calls half way across the country. that was fun. i just got into bed and the cops come up to the door and the hospital is on the phone. they just filed the report that they came, and finally after 3 years of hiding, my mom finally knows and i can wear the clothes i want to. i went to the doctor the next day to get checked out and they made a referral to the hospital. that's the army for ya. anyway, so now i'm waiting on a list to go and get evaluated by the actual doctor. anyway, that's my story an i thought i should tell someone since all my friends are either out of town, or my mom doesn't want me talking to them anymore cuz they're "crazy". she shouldn't be talking cuz she keeps callin me crazy, an it takes one to know one. so i'll shut up now. just wanted to tell people. so i'll leave you alone an see what people have to say. not that anyone really cares, but thats all right

"We do not have to visit a madhouse to find disordered minds; our planet is the mental institution of the universe."
Johann von Goethe