Not I, said the little red hen.

To be fair, I haven't been in DBT so I haven't been getting the exact right treatment. Maybe DBT would help, but I simply can't afford it. But I've been in therapy on and off for 20 years, and I feel that I've been steadily declining that whole time. I do not believe that, for me, it is about BPD per se but more about those core beliefs that therapy tries to change (I mentioned this way back in another post). For me, they simply aren't changing. I grew up thinking I was worthless, unlovable, etc, etc, and I don't know how to change that when I feel those beliefs being validated nearly every day of my life. How exactly is therapy going to change that?