Hello Gloaming, You are going through a very tough time at the moment, thats very clear. I felt like you also where I got so confused I couldn't think straight. Being unemployed at the best of times is very hard but when you are trying to look for work with depression is unimaginable. I commend you, you sound very strong even though you dont feel it now but you have an inner strength that wil get you through this very difficult period in your life. As for the psychiatrist telling you to "snap out of it"is very upsetting. I wish you all the best and hope that you keep up with your therapy. Best wishes.