Thank you I'm going back and forth between proud and ashamed I didn't try it...
Bubbles are nice, wish I had one, but if its your goal to leave your bubble, then I do hope you reach it soon

I would really like a break, haven't had anything longer than weekends and 1 week sick in like 14 months, but I need to work. Ideal situation is if my brother's boss hires me, because he'll only need an assistant to start in October when he starts his new position... I could cross my fingers and I will, but job hunting is on the to do list. I have promised myself a week to myself actively NOT stressing about it though.

Sometimes I don't want to work at all. Not the I don't feel like it kind, but more the "every fibre in my being" doesn't think I should continue to subject myself to this "This" being dealing with people, leaving my room early morning in the cold

But I don't have a choice, work I must. Who will feed and clothe my princess if I stayed home??? Obviously not her useless sperm donor Thats a lost cause and making her bf's responsibility is not something I'll ever be comfortable with, no matter how much he loves her.

Working from home would be ideal, I wish I could do that but I come up blank everytime I try, there's so many scams online. I don't have a PC or internet access right now, so to invest so much money in a gamble is way too risky when I have zero disposable income... If I already had the laptop and internet it wouldn't be a big deal, but yeah.