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Originally Posted by misskeena
...to have someone whose house I could go to and feel loved.
I wish that I could go to someone's house and have dinner. Like, have someone cook me dinner. I don't ever cook for myself because it's just me, and it's way too much effort. I only have energy for short bursts. So I haven't eaten a nutritious home-cooked meal in...I don't know how long. Since probably Easter. It would even be nice to just go to someone's house and sit and have them bring me a cup of tea and talk to me.
Does this sound silly?
I spend so much time--all of my time when I'm not working--alone and not talking to anyone (unless I talk to my cats). I have a couple of people who will hang out with me if I ask them to, but don't really seek me out. I just want to matter to people, beyond my ability to do a good job at work. I don't want to feel like, if I disappeared tomorrow, people wouldn't really notice. But I truly think that's the reality.
I envy people who have even a little bit of a support system...
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((((((((((((((((((Misskeena))))))))))))))))))
Aww lovey, if you were close to me I'd invite you round to dinner with tea and a good damn girls chat! I know how it feels to feel lonely
So sorry you're feeling like this. But if it's any consolation, we're always here for you and I for one will always have time for you
Maybe try hanging out with ya buds more? Invite them round to yours for dinner and then hopefully the invite is returned?
I am often left alone in the house when my hubby is out and I work from home so don't see many ppl at all. Sometimes for days and weeks I may go with only seeing my hubby in the evenings. So I can understand. But yes totally understand that need to be wanted, to be invited round and looked after, for sure I can understand.
And no it doesn't sound silly at all!!
Sending you much love and hugs
