I belong to a gym, but they don't offer classes. Anything beyond what I'm already doing I really can't afford.

I don't really have luck with people. I'm 35 years old; I've tried. I have used meetup.com and have gone to meetups and thought that I developed a little bit of a relationship with some of the people that I met, but then I find out on Facebook that those people are all doing things together, without me. That's kind of the story of my life. I try to be friendly to people but there is something off-putting about me and I don't really know what it is (though honestly, right now, it's probably my depression). I've been told that I am stand-offish and I don't mean to be, but at the same time I can't help how I am. I'm just...me. Honestly (and I don't mean this rudely), I didn't start this thread for help on how to meet people; I've been given the advice ad nauseum. It just doesn't work for me. I've given up at this point.