I'm a 17 year old girl. I have been taking ssri's since November, first Zoloft, then celexa. I noticed recently that it's very hard for me to orgasm by myself, and impossible when I'm with my boyfriend.

I am so upset. I just want to have a normal, fun sex life. I want to be able to share that with him. instead I just lay there, trying to seem into it. it is absolutely terrible.

I stopped taking my celexa as soon as I found out about these side effects. today is day two without it. I feel no physical side effects. however, I am incredibly depressed. I have never wanted to kill myself as much as I do right now.

I read that these sexual side effects are often irreversible. I hate the thought of living without being able to share that special part of my life with someone. I feel disgusting and undesirable. I don't know what kind of answers I'm looking for here, I just want to die.