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Old Aug 23, 2013, 08:09 PM
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just to cut for "fun"?

Like, to cut when you're not feeling bad, had a great day, and life is good? Not because it's an addiction and I can't stop until I do it. Just more of a, "...well the razors there, I have the time. Why not?" type of thing.

I told T I cut when i'm bored. She basically said {paraphrased} "...boredom sitting still for too long, and not being able to be alone with your feelings or thoughts and so one turns to cutting as a distraction in effort to do something, anything, to not have to be alone with those feelings..."

Very perceptive point - but I don't necessarily think this is applicable to me. At this point it doesn't even hurt anymore, and I don't plan to cut deeper so - it just is what it is.

So, it is possible just to cut for "fun"? If not, then what would the motive be? *shrug* Just wondering your opinions.
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