Thank you. I still don't know what I have done that warrants praise. I told my T that and she said that I'm alive and I'm still fighting and that's worth being proud of. I then started babbling on about me being a failure. I think I caught her a little bit off guard because I don't think I've ever expressed emotion to her and then suddenly, over the phone even, I did. I'm normally horribly awkward on the phone.