I've cut due to boredom because being bored to me isn't just wishing I had something to do; all my senses become dulled yet the second something touches me the wrong way I get fidgety. I become anxious. Sometimes paranoid. So cutting gives me the physical feel I think I "need", and the calm after. It's a terrible cycle.
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”.
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