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Thanks Max Ra. I'm not sure I can pick one thing that to focus on. When I first posted my emotions were in such an uproar it all was the most important thing. I've kind of been dealing with things as they push to the front.
work - I posted that I've decided that it's their loss, not mine if folks at work don't recognize I am a) a good person to know and b) a valuable resource. I've also decided to work in the field as much as possible. The folks I work with in the field do appreciate what I do.
health - there's not a thing I can do about the cataracts at this point. The struggle I'm having learning to accept the fact my body ain't what it used to be is something everyone struggles with. Getting old sucks! As for fibro and CFS, I'm not sure I'm ever going to accept the impact they have on my life. I do everything I can for both. I still resent the *heck* out of what they take from me. It helps me to post in the fibro thread here at PC.
grief - like I said in a previous post, I'm trying to let myself experience the grief without fighting it. Some days I'm better at doing it than others.
critters - this ties in with the grief stuff. I'm doing everything I can for Callie and Al. I know I am. It hurts to see someone we love dying. I'm giving them extra attention and trying to let myself feel what I feel. It might be a naturla part of life, but like getting older it still sucks.
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