Thanks for telling us what is happening. I think that getting help is a good thing, so I really hope that you will give it a chance. Your friend called because he cares about you. I care too. I just wish that your mother were more understanding and supportive than it sounds like she is, but it's a difficult thing for parents to deal with too, because it tends to make them question how they might have failed you, and also because it hurts to know that someone you love hurts that much. So that often means that parents don't act the way they ideally should, because they don't really know what to do. I wish she hadn't cut you off from your friends or called them crazy. What do people mean by that word anyway? I do crazy things, including SI, but my T said I wasn't crazy. Anyway, I hope that getting help is beneficial to you and you don't have to hurt so much anymore.

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