Hi I have just joined these forums. About a year ago someone asked me if my father sexually abused me and this question felt really uncomfortable and I don't know why. I was emotionally abused with mild physical abuse but have no memory of ever being sexually abused. I seemed to relate a lot to the symptoms of sexual abuse and when I read about it I start to think it relates to how I am as a person. I was the only one of four siblings that became mentally ill and have always been unhappy and withdrawn, nothing like my siblings who are confident and outgoing and have no problems making friends. I have always felt guilty, dirty and overwhelmed after sex even with my now husband.

Just don't no what to think anymore.