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Originally Posted by Lycanthrope
I don't talk by phone. That is not something she would like and I would never do that. I mention a lot by email but I get the impression she either doesn't care or maybe she has other reasons. It affects me though, because I like her a lot as a person but I won't force her to reply by email. It's her decision not mine, but I have feelings that this person just sees me as money and has no feelings. I know this isn't true because she's helped me with paying sessions but still can't help thinking it.
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I know the place you are in all to well. it is so hard when you feel something so deep .like you are just money, she doesn't care .it is hard not to think this way when you see every bit of evidence to point to it .I think it is way deeper then the e-mail. so in turn I don't think you should be hurt by the e-mail responses. but maybe muster up that 20 sec of courage and ask you T if she cares about you . may times if you have to because I know it is hard to believe when they say yes. sorry if I am way off with this and you are feeling so bad . I sure have been there