hello.first off.i have never been to a doc for my problems.i have a big problem with them.im scared to death of them.i have not been or seen a doc since 1984 for anything.i delt with anything that came up on my own..but no i cant do it any more.i have taken a number of online tests/quizzes and they all lead me to believe that i need help and need it fast.the depression is realy starting to kick my but and so is everything else.so my ?? are.i do not have a job anymore,or insurance.so where do i start and who do i need to talk to.#2.meds,what ones should i try to stay away from.i am over weight now and have seen post about people putting on some un needed weight.#3/do,s and donts and what to and not say...well enough of my ??.im realy just trying to get advice from others on what i can exspect to be put thru .i tried to get help last year and got the run around,go here,oh we cant help you.try here,oh you need to go back to the first place you started..lol..pass the buck...i will get disscusted and say the heck with it if this happens again.but mabie now if i exspect it to happen i will follow thru with it.there is so many ? i would like to ask but my mind is running wild and my thoughts are racing thru my head like wild fire.so thanks for any help and advice you can give me..i am in connecticut if that helps any also.i emailed a few places and i got the run around from them already...lol.sorry to be a pain,and please forgive my spelling.i am not the sharpist tool on the shelf....thanks everyone..