I had a semi decent day yesterday. Then this morning, I wake up and my legs hurt and instead of believing the logical explanations for the aching pain (sciatica, fibro or mabye just a lot of moving in my sleep), my mind focuses on the bad (blood clot). Ive been Dopplered for them and my veins are fine. I have a bad lower back. I know that this affects my leg muscles and strength but my mind dont allow me to believe it. That and I had a silly nightmare last night and in it I was running, terrified from (lol) Danny Devito in a clown suit. So mabye I was "running" in bed too. Idk. Im just a nervous mess right now.