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Originally Posted by growlycat
But your mom IS over dramatic?
I thought it was great that you gave T a sense of how bad things are. The greatest self-sabotage you could do right now is to downplay how bad things have been.
Your T will be able to help most if you are straight with her.
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Yeah. My mom is quite over dramatic.
The second she sounded scared, I scaled it back a little bit. Then again, I might not have scaled it back because I implied that I was in danger of killing myself now and then I corrected it and reassured her that wasn't the case. It was still probably good that she did experience that because I don't know I've ever been able to fully communicate how distressed I get. I still don't want her to worry. And I feel weird about the fact that I was so open. I don't know why. I keep thinking that she will now change her opinion on me because I cried and told her that I really really miss her. I don't like feeling vulnerable. I didn't feel vulnerable on the phone with her because I was more scared of my mom than I was scared of expressing my feelings.
On a totally different note, I passed my road test today. I think I have a problem with being incapable of feeling proud of myself. I just feel stupid for getting it 4 years late.