*****Possible Trigger Su talk*******



Where you actively suicidal? Did you intentionally take the medication with the intent to kill yourself? If so then you really need to talk to your T and or Pdoc ( I know he has been less than helpful)

Or did you randomly take your medications to just tune out the world for a while?

Either or you need to keep working towards feeling better.. As far as your medication go.. do you have someone other than your husband that can hold your pills for you and hand over X amount of days worth at a time. Even Pharmacies will only dispense X amount of days if you request ... Maybe that will take away the ability of you to overdose or unintentional over dose.

Why did you start taking Effexor ? and why on your own ?

Im sorry your husband is not being supportive and acting terrible towards you, Everyone handles loss like this differently .. Right now I think you both just need to focus on yourselves .. then hopfully you can reconnect and begin the work of rebuilding your life together.

Speed , Please stay safe