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Originally Posted by ~Christina
*****Possible Trigger Su talk*******
Where you actively suicidal? Did you intentionally take the medication with the intent to kill yourself? If so then you really need to talk to your T and or Pdoc ( I know he has been less than helpful)
Or did you randomly take your medications to just tune out the world for a while?
Either or you need to keep working towards feeling better.. As far as your medication go.. do you have someone other than your husband that can hold your pills for you and hand over X amount of days worth at a time. Even Pharmacies will only dispense X amount of days if you request ... Maybe that will take away the ability of you to overdose or unintentional over
Why did you start taking Effexor ? and why on your own ?
Im sorry your husband is not being supportive and acting terrible towards you, Everyone handles loss like this differently .. Right now I think you both just need to focus on yourselves .. then hopfully you can reconnect and begin the work of rebuilding your life together.
Speed , Please stay safe  |
I was on the fence I think? Or I would have taken more. I think I wanted to feel oblivion not caring if I died or not. I don't have much to live for anymore.
Right after my son died PDOC prescribed the Effexor to help with the overwhelming depression. He didn't want me on it for long. When Jason's birthdate came I felt overwhelmingly depressed again. I refilled it and asked if I could take it again.He was hesitant afraid it would switch me in to Mania or Mixed moods.
He agreed I could take it for a little while.
In the past my husband has given me all my daily meds. Normally I only have a problem with taking too much Ativan.
I am not sure where my mood is right now. I think I am still feeling the affects of what I did yesterday. I feel kind of ill.
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JASON 8/17/1985 to 1/03/2013
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