I guess that's true. I could have just stayed in the basement, hurting myself. I guess my sister does like to shame me for waiting until I was 20 to get my license. I also remember my mom calling this girl's boyfriend a loser because he didn't have a license at 20. It could be that. I also just never feel happy anymore. Why do I never feel any joy anymore?

My mom is still being really unpredictable. She yelled at me this morning when I woke up because I commented on the fact that we are low on hot sauce. She just started straight up screaming at me about how unhelpful and demanding I am.