ALF, I'm sorry you're hurting; you're very brave to come in here with your story, as many people are suffering because of sexual abuse. I know that many people make accusations and they are NOT true, and if this is your case, I wish you the best and God's help--IF the allegations are true, then God knows and He alone can judge...I offer no other advice as my father molested my sister and lied to us about it for over 10 years...he destroyed many lives, and so I don't get involved in these things any longer...
Best wishes.
Jon
PS>If you harm yourself, to the world 'tis an admission of guilt.

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