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Originally Posted by misskeena
Okay, so you may not like this but...Is that good for you? What happens when he wants to see someone else? You will end up in the same place you were in at the beginning of the week, freaking out and on the verge of doing something drastic. Regardless of whether it is now or later, things will not end well with him; he will not end up staying with you. You are putting off the inevitable.
I know it's hard to be without someone who makes you feel comfortable, but you have to find the respect for yourself to walk away from a situation which is only going to be harmful to you. Not to mention that, my dear, he is using you for sex because he realizes that he can. Don't let him.
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Things would probably end at some point even if we were in a relationship.. I don't see how this is any different? I guess he is "using" me and it kind of hurts.. but I guess it just goes to show there wasn't much of a foundation to begin with, nothing else was there other than affection and sex.. we barely spoke to each other. I really don't think I'm capable of "connecting" with another human being. I'm so lonely though and really want the affection/sex.. I have nothing else to look forward to. I guess I'm prone to using sex as an escape like some people use drugs or alcohol and I don't know if I can stop myself. I don't understand why everyone uses me though.. all that anyone ever wants from me is sex. I'm reminded of this message this girl sent to me on OkCupid "you are what men call a "head case" and all their ever going to want is sex from you" I thought about that periodically when Chris and I were together and thought she was wrong, but now I'm thinking that she's probably right.