(((((((((((((MJ)))))))))))))
Sorry that you are feeling lonely MJ; as we've spoken about this a few times, this is also my biggest problem. I think there are a couple of things going on...perhaps it is mere coincidence that your friends are all unavailable at the same time, but I know that because of my depression I have pushed many people out of my life over the years; but also, people really don't like being around people who are depressed. Even the people who we think "get it" can only handle it so much.
I struggle with depression really badly, but really can't tolerate being around others who are depressed for too long.
Hang in there, and as you become a healthier person, I think you may find that your "friends" may find more time for the "NEW MJ"
HUGS<
Jon

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