I've just recently lost everything too. I have never let anyone see the real me. I have always wanted to please people, even if it ment putting my feeling aside. I have (dont know for how much longer) a great job. But I cant take the stress of it anymore. When I started telling my husband of 22 years that I couldnt take it. he didnt care. It's been six weeks, I cant face anyone. I know I have some real problems that I need to face. I'm seeing a counselor. But I'm so lost. I feel like my life is over. I scared to death. The counselor said that I emotionally manipulated my husband. I went straight home and told my husband what the counselor had said and told him how sorry I was. He doesnt care anymore. Its too late. I'm lost and scared. Somehow some way, I know I will learn from this and come out to be a better person. I wish you the best, and if you have any solutions please let me know. I have a lot of problems because of my childhood, I thought that I had dealt with them and was okay. I guess not. I didnt deal with them, I hide them.