No, he probably did care about you. But, I mean, if after things are over the opportunity is still there for sex, some guys will unfortunately take it (no offense to guys reading this, but some guys will). So what I'm saying is don't give him the opportunity. There isn't anything wrong with you--he's a guy.

There is nothing wrong with you, you just have a lot of stuff going on right now. It's really hard to deal with what's going on in your mind and try to also focus on a relationship, school, trying to navigate the other stuff you've mentioned that's going on (I don't know all of it, but you've mentioned some other stuff). You've got a lot going on. It's easy for us with BPD to make feeling wanted the #1 priority, but it often isn't...and that's what gets us into trouble.

P.S. If Honey Boo Boo's mom is girlfriend material, we're all girlfriend material. I'm just sayin'. For real though, it's not that you're not girlfriend material, you just have to work on taking care of you for a little while.