Welcome to PsychCentral, psychmajortwenty2! You're in the right forum--this is for addictions of all types. It's just that we alchies tend to talk more, I think.

Sorry, can't advise you about getting weed. I understand the psychological torture, though, that you're going through ... even though you were cutting down, even if you wanted to quit, it's not the same as having no choice. I remember running out of scotch and going out to buy more, only to discover it was after 2 am. I lived in a place for awhile that banned alcohol & tobacco sales from 2 am till 6 am daily.

Are there any support groups where you live? Maybe the "misery loves company" approach can help a little ...

Roadie