Hi Jax
i dont have the urge too much to take lots of showers cos i hate having to get out of them but i can spend ages in the shower when i get the chance. when i can i can comfortably spend at least 40 minutes in the shower because i find its like a safe place for me. it really calms me down. i know the door is locked, i have no immediate responsibilities, its clean, its warm (which is very important), its soothing on my skin and the sound of water is soothing and did i mention its clean? :
when i have to get out because the water runs cold or something if i have the chance i sometimes end up curling up in a ball with a big fluffy towel completely surrounding me (head included) because i get the same feeling. safe, warm, soothing smell and fabric on skin etc. plus both the shower and under the towel are small spaces which i like. its like closing myself in.
anyways. maybe that wasnt what you were talking about and ive just made a total fool of myself. oh well. im sure people knew that already and i feel better just thinking about it!
sorry if i got it wrong.
take care
biiv