So I am supposed to be going to a comic con today. So I went to bed a bit early last night to try to and get caught up on sleep - and friend agreed to leave here at 8:30am to get there on time.

So I went to bed at 10:30. At 2:30am I get woken up because she and her bf were WAY too loud playing games on their computer. She goes to bed around 3am, but guess when I fall back asleep? 4amish. Lovely right? To then wake up at 6:30am. So much for having a decent sleep. I am leaving at 8:30 whether or not she's ready.

I don't even want to go right now, but I already paid for my ticket. I don't want to be there with her, and I don't want to be in a crowd.

I cried until I fell asleep last night. Had a nightmare. Cried until I fell asleep the SECOND time. Had a nightmare. Feel like crying right now too.

AND of all the lovely things... a friend of mine on fb put up a pic of her at someone's wedding - one of my Ex's weddings. He'd gotten back together with the girl he was with before me. The funny thing is? While he and I were together he did nothing but trash her when she came into the conversation and he went on and on about how controlling she was - to the extent that he was "learning to be independent" while we were in a relationship - which was HIM being very controlling (we maybe once did something I wanted to do? We'd been friends since highschool and I hadn't noticed what a ****** relationship it was until it was over). Like, if they're happy that's great and all as I would like them to both be happy. But it was just not what I needed to wake up to.