I have been used again by several people on the job. And, I have lost the battle. The rage inside me is awful. I want to die. This is the 3rd of 4 jobs where this has happened. I want to die.

I must have the word victim on my back somewhere. I have been victimized since I was young. I am deeply scarred. There is no reason to have hope anymore - it's a waste of energy.

I have no friends. I no longer believe in god. I don't know how to fight back. I am tired of being used and tossed as if I were garbage.