I am new here. I struggle with anorexia b/p type. I am having a lot of trouble trying to get better. I need some help on what to do. I have so many responsibilities in my life right now between work, school (college for masters), and financial responsibilities. I am in therapy. My weight is unhealthy, too unhealthy apparently to do therapy outpatient if I do not put on xx pounds per week. I am suppose to start eating more to put on weight yet I am having incredible difficulty doing this. I have actually lost x pounds instead of putting on and while the eating disorder is happy about this, I am scared. If I do not put on weight, I cannot do therapy, and will need to start looking for higher level of care.

can someone give me some suggestions, I am struggling with doing this on my own. While the prospect of higher level of care seems welcoming because I am struggling so much, it's not an option for me right now, but I am not succeeding with the weight gain.