(((stizXstones))),

What you have learned to do in your past is "not complete" and instead to "avoid".
Your psyche is somehow convinced that you are unworthy of seeing something "through" and you will simply not "do well". You are not the only person that struggles with this challenge either.

You need to "know this" about yourself and make a commitment to finally just bite the bullet and keep going forward. Once you get to a point where you learn to "beat" this kind of psychological conditioning, you will truly feel better about yourself overall.

You need to understand that you will not necessarily have to really "master" and "exceed" at everything you learn either. Our brains hang onto whatever we need to compliment our genetic talents. You need to be patient and do the best you can at learning so you can get to a point down the road that you have enough knowledge where that time comes where you finally discover what you really want to do in life.

You need to simply give yourself a push past this old behavior pattern that never really worked for you. You are not alone in this challenge either. You have been circling around the pool and just dipping your toe in and maybe just getting up to your waste. It's time to get into the pool and swim around and finally realize "it isn't so cold or bad, it is actually quite pleasant.

OE