I've heard that writing down your feelings helps when you're feeling down, or in my case, depressed. I guess if anyone is reading this, I should explain. I'm Izzy. 12 years old, going on 13. I've been suspecting that I'm depressed for about six months, but the feeling has been getting stronger in the last month to two months. It sucks. I want to get help. I want to tell my mom. I'm scared.
From now on, I'm going to write down my feelings, and how my day went, and what's happening in my life. I guess I'll start off with my mom. I love her. Sometimes, we can argue, or she'll yell at me, though. I don't want us to argue, but sometimes I can really be the cause of the argument or make her yell at me simply because I was being annoying, or stupid, or mean.
I feel like I can never get anything right. I feel like I screw up even the most mundane and simple things. I feel out of place. I feel lost. I feel sad all the time. It's horrible. I want to open up and tell my mom. I'm scared. Why am I scared? I am still pondering that thought.