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Originally Posted by Luvmydog
It is good to hear exactly what you have said. I too, was in a much better frame of mind and situation until about a year and a half ago. It gives me hope that as I continue to iron out all the roughness of my life that I can also eventually get back to the point of living again, instead of just breathing and taking up space. I've slipped greatly, but thanks to you and many others here, I can see the route that I need to take to pull myself back to, as you said, "the coping phase of life."
I am hopeful for you as you continue on your own road to the status quo. Once again, best of luck with your search for that outside-of-the-home job, and thank you. It may not have been your intention, but you have helped me greatly and given me much hope.
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Thank you. Unfortunately, the "status quo" will not be reached while I'm working this job for so many days in a row. It eventually causes everything else to surface: the loneliness, relationships issues, constant thinking with no way to express anything...just sitting here. You'll literally be able to see it happen, the worst is the few days after I'm off. All of the emotions and stuff I've been holding in comes to the surface. It's very, very hard and I don't know how to stop it..... Just have to get that job.