I'd like to know what's going on. I feel like the other parts are hiding something from me. They are excited about something, I know this much because they won't let me sleep. It feels like something is about to happen but I haven't a clue what.

I think they know what it is but won't share. That's not fair. That means whatever it is will suddenly jump out at me and I'll feel like an idiot for not knowing.

*If you'd just like to let me know what it is you are anticipating and then maybe I will be able to cope with it. Come on!*