Hello,

While looking through some posts I saw a few people have experienced what
I´ve put myself through a few times.

Basically I work myself up into a mania that includes getting involved in creative projects that are fantastic when in a mania, but when I come crashing down, I´m stuck with the fallout which is basically a project that needs a highly creative mind at all times.

I´ve just came out of a 7 month mania (I was able to put myself in a creative state through methods I cant access when depressed). During this time I put together many multi-medium platforms that look great to the eye, but need a lot more development with time and money.

I now have a project that is just sitting there and I´ve gone into a funk that has me completely stuck with a mind that can´t produce at the level I need to develop it.

Everyone around me (not knowing my condition, tells me to continue as my work is really good and has high value).

I dont want to quit, but I feel now that Im out of my mania that Im completely delusional and the project is not possible unless I can get back into the state that allows me to produce at a higher level.

I currently in a place where I have to make a decision to bail on something that is incredibly highly developed, but needs that other person to get it to where it plausible for success....or just crawl into a hole and give up and face the facts that my condition has set me up for failure on a grand scale.

I know its hard to give an answer with such little info and understanding, but Im just so stuck and for the past few days Ive basically done nothing but sleep and stare at the computer for solutions that are not there...