I'm sorry that you're feeling so hopeless and enraged, unhappyguy.

I can understand your hopelessness. Are you on anti-depressants and working with a T? It sounds like you really need to reach out for more help. Maybe trying a new med, a different dosage, something needs a change. Talking with your T more often, or perhaps trying a different style is necessary to help you through this intense low. In my experience, hopelessness is the very bottom. There is no other way to go but up!

Please reach out for help now. Call a hotline and talk about your experience and resulting emotions. Their support can be really helpful in desperate times! 1-800-273-8255 Or try CrisisChat - Home