It's really rare for me to feel THIS depressed. It's really freaking me out.

in a way I feel really numb, but also so sad simultaneously. It's been going on for weeks and I can't snap out of it. Idk what I'm supposed to do when I can't afford the new meds my doctor prescribed me. How am I supposed to get better?
Blah sorry for the negativity
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In a season of suffering, we may question God's intentions. But sometimes His plans for deliverance are greater than our desire for relief
-anonymous