At the moment I am very much just existing. I am so glad you made this thread, I was going to make one similar and I am glad to see I am not alone. (Not glad that we are all suffering but it is comforting to know I am not unusual).

I have so much I want to do, but no motivation or willpower to make myself do it. I dont feel depressed as such, its like physically I am, but mentally I'm ready to go (not everyday but today I am). I know the meds are sedating but I dont know how much of this is meds making me tired and how much is me just not pushing myself enough. I know sitting here on the computer is not helping me, but I cant seem to drag myself away. Its not like this every day but it is a lot of the time.