I don't know why but I do. I hate it all. I love my boyfriend or at least I think I do and I did like it for a few times but now all I do when we have sex is shut off my brain and pray for it to be done quickly. I know it used to be like that with my other boyfriends but I really dont know why it started again, I thought I was over all of those issues. why would it just start up again. Nothing is different.