Hi Anarchy,

So sorry you are having these problems but trust me, you're not alone!! Many of us here have these problems.
I have suffered from depression for many, many years. I was sent to a physchiatrist several years ago, just to make sure I wasn't crazy. LOL!!
Now, I am on two different depression meds and they are working better than any of the rest I have tried and I have tried several.
Meds will react differently to each individual, so it's a game of trying and seeing. You have to have patience. But, once they get it figured out, it's like night and day.
I agree, your local mental health department would be the first place to check out. They have alot of resources that they can use.
I know I didn't help you in any way but wanted you to know, you aren't alone in this journey they call life.
Take care,
Linda