Hi Jesler729 - welcome to PC.

Is it normal to feel the way you've described? Not so much, especially if it lasts a long time or shows up a lot.

Have you talked to a school counsellor or your dad about how you feel right now? Might be something that would really help - and if you can't go to your dad, at least try to go to the counsellor - they're there to help you.

Hope that helped some and again welcome to PC.